Thursday was my breast MRI that Dr. Reading, my general surgeon, ordered to make sure there were no "surprises" before my preventative mastectomy next week. (I can't believe it's next week already!)
I have never had an MRI before and it was an interesting process...including a needle stick.
So, I went to Intermountain Medical and checked in on the computer, took a pager and had a seat in the waiting room. I was buzzed and was processed through. It kind of hurt to hand over my credit card to pay the $1600 due for the MRI. I think it cost over $2000, but perhaps because I have a high deductible, they give me a discount. I should be hitting my deductible by the end of the month with the upcoming surgery. As I handed over my credit card, I thought about an earlier text from my husband:
Me: IMC called and said the MRI will be $1600. Sorry that I'm costing so much.
Dan: Don't worry about it, Babe. Your love is priceless to me!
Love that guy!
When I was called back, I was given pants and a hospital gown to change into. I had to remove all metal from my body. The MRI tech was really nice. She said she's been doing MRIs for 10 years now. We were talking and I mentioned she must have seen a lot of "boobies" after 10 years. She said that the techs often comment to each other on which physicians seem to do the best work. I asked what her opinion is of Dr. Ferguson's work. She told me she thought that he does a really good job, so I was encouraged. She seemed sincere.
The tech started an IV into my arm so she could inject a contrast to be able to image my breasts. I laid on my belly on a narrow table that stuck out from the MRI time-warp-looking-portal-spinner machine. There was a long piece where I rested my sternum, and then there was a lack of table where my breasts would hang down on either side. The tech said that this position allows more breast than chest to be imaged. I rested my arms above my head The bed retracted into the big cylinder ...and I HELD STILL... for about a half an hour or so. The machine made loud banging noises and beeping patterns. At moments, the tech would speak to me through some speaker inside the MRI machine, "You're doing great. Now there will be a 2 minute sequence."
After I was transported out of the MRI machine, I asked the tech if she would snap a photo of me on my phone. She stood far outside the MRI room. I asked her to come a little closer...and she reminded me that no metal is allowed in the room and that my phone would be messed up if it got closer to the machine.
Now to find out the results....hope that I'm clear!
Monday, January 14, 2013
Saturday, January 5, 2013
Jan 24th
The date is set. People ask if I'm still going through with the surgery while Mom is in the state she is...and I feel the determination to reduce my risk even more than before. I go in for a breast MRI next week to "make sure there are no surprises", as Dr. Reading puts it. I am immensely grateful that we have been able to bring four children into our home before I have had signs of cancer. I am grateful to be able to have these surgeries before I have gotten cancer. In my mind there still looms the fear that BRCA2 holds more than just the cancer threats we know about. All I can say is that I'm doing all that I can do.
We have decided to go with a radial incision, slightly sloping downward from my nipple out. I have spoken with a few other ladies who had an under-breast incision so it's kind of hidden from a bird's-eye view. It seems the under-breast incision would be more aesthetic... I emailed Dr. Ferguson again in hessitation:
"Hello Dr. Ferguson!
I am preparing for my upcoming mastectomy and reconstruction on January 24th and am grateful that you are going to perform the reconstruction. I trust you and know you will do a beautiful job.
I know we talked about not doing an under-the-breast incision and instead doing the incision sloping downward and outward from my nipple.
If you don't mind, I just need a quick little reminder as to why the under-the-breast incision isn't preferred. I know we talked about the weight of the implant resting on the incision.
I am also wondering if you have performed an under-the-breast incision reconstruction before and what the results were.
Ultimately my husband says not to worry about the incision placement, but I would love one more reassurance from you.
Thank you for indulging my last minute jitters,"
We have decided to go with a radial incision, slightly sloping downward from my nipple out. I have spoken with a few other ladies who had an under-breast incision so it's kind of hidden from a bird's-eye view. It seems the under-breast incision would be more aesthetic... I emailed Dr. Ferguson again in hessitation:
"Hello Dr. Ferguson!
I am preparing for my upcoming mastectomy and reconstruction on January 24th and am grateful that you are going to perform the reconstruction. I trust you and know you will do a beautiful job.
I know we talked about not doing an under-the-breast incision and instead doing the incision sloping downward and outward from my nipple.
If you don't mind, I just need a quick little reminder as to why the under-the-breast incision isn't preferred. I know we talked about the weight of the implant resting on the incision.
I am also wondering if you have performed an under-the-breast incision reconstruction before and what the results were.
Ultimately my husband says not to worry about the incision placement, but I would love one more reassurance from you.
Thank you for indulging my last minute jitters,"
"Please, now I feel that you are going to do great regardless of where the incision is. Yes, I have performed reconstruction with both approaches. My personal preference is for the lateral oblique incision. My reasons for this are both with the reconstruction and the mastectomy. One reason is that if the incision is at the most dependent portion of the breast, then all of the implant weight will be on the weakest area of the skin. If I do need to use Alloderm for the lower hemisphere reconstruction, then the Alloderm will be directly below an incision repair in a very thin person rather than her own vascular tissue (such as muscle). When I go back to change the expander for an implant, I am going to cut through that repair (whether Alloderm or muscle) and again open a weak area. The other concern is blood flow to the nipple. In my opinion, there is more potential for compromise to the nipple with an incision that cuts perpendicular to a blood flow route through the skin to the nipple. While not entirely the same, if you picture the nipple as the center and all vessels going to and from it like spokes on a wheel, a transverse cut under the breast goes perpendicular (or across) the routes from the lower part of the breast. An oblique lateral would be parallel to the routes and theoretically disrupt fewer blood flow routes. Either approach has potential for nipple necrosis, however looking at mapping of angiosomes or blood flow patterns of the chest skin, the lateral incision makes more sense to me. Another potential benefit (which would be more for Dr. Reading to decide) is access for the mastectomy. The distance from the lowest portion of the breast to the highest portion in most people is greater than the distance from the most medial (central) point of the oblique incision and all other points of the breast. For some women, the downside is that they can see the incision repair more readily than if it is below the breast. I think in your breast shape when you look in a mirror you will be able to see the lower breast incision readily but not as readily from a bird’s eye view (looking down without the aid of a mirror).
I am fine with whichever incision you prefer. These are the reasons I personally prefer the oblique. I think that you would be a candidate for either one.
Hopefully this was helpful,"
His explanation makes so much sense... What to do!
So Fast
From November to the beginning of January... that's no time at all. We had a fully functioning, grab-life-and-live-it Mother and so quickly Mom slowed down. At first, as far as I noticed, it was more difficult for her to do things she wanted to do because of the mini-stroke/tumor pushing on her brain. She was tired more easily as we went on outings and we helped more around her home. She had a shorter patience span, she was easily emotional and she would go upstairs to rest soon after Sunday dinner. All of these things contributed to her frustration with the situation. Eventually, Mom was more and more frightened that her declining health wouldn't improve and that's when the gradual and then more obvious depression set in. You can only feed yourself positive thoughts for so long ... before you can't.
Now when I visit Mom, she lays on the recliner, still trying to keep herself busy as she knits winter caps for her grandchildren on a big circle loom. As I sat talking with her, she looped yarn around each knob. Often, six or seven loops would twirl backwards undone before she could stop the undoing. You could see that each movement was slow and deliberate. These hats are filled with determination and love.
Adam and I helped take down their Christmas tree. Mom had decided that she wanted a real tree this year. Maybe because we had never had a real tree in our family, and this was another way of experiencing a new aspect of life. We removed each white angel ornament from the tree. Mom loves angels. Then we swept off the years-old tinsel that hung on each branch. From the time I remember Christmas, I remember tinsel on the tree. Pine needles scattered the carpet and from her armchair, Mom was directing the show, letting us know what to do next and how to clean up.
Mom has lost so much weight because it's all she can do to sip a cup of tea each day. One day as I rested my hand on her knee to lean in for a kiss, I was shockedly surprised to feel how thin andy bony her leg had become under her loose clothing. Dad's taken her several times to the ER to be hydrated with IVs. She feels too nauseous from smells and food to eat.
Dad is amazing as always. He is so devoted to Mom. He cares for Mom and makes sure she gets out of bed. He takes her to her medical appointments up at Huntsman Cancer Institute and races her into the ER for hydration. It must be so emotionally difficult to watch your sweetheart die. Dad always has told Mom how much he loves her and calls her "Beautiful". Mom let us children know that she wants us to be accepting of Dad remarrying and that she wants that for him so he's not alone.
I am grateful that they moved here two years ago so we could spend time together and so Dad has support from us now too. Adam decided to move home for a few months to be with family and attend school. It's been helpful to have Adam in their home... helping and distracting Mom from her daily situation.
Mom says that "If this is what it's going to be like, then I just want to die." It's hard to watch her feel such sorrow and pain. Dad and I just purchased plots at the new cemetary the first day they went on sale and we feel blessed to have such a close place to visit her grave. I always thought I'd be so much older when Mom and Dad died. This whole process scares me as I watched Teresa, Mom's sister, die from metastasized ovarian cancer and go through a lot of the same process. They said that at the end of her life, Teresa reached up and said "Let's go". I am frightened that my BRCA2 will put my husband and children through this difficult re-run. I am more and more grateful for my Savior and his deep love for all of us, that he would be crucified and overcome death. The Resurrection is a beautiful gift and I look forward to my mother being able to embrace and enjoy a resurrected and perfected body. How can our Heavenly Father be so wise, caring and loving of each of us? He has prepared such a beautiful life for us on earth and after if we just follow His Plan.
I hesitate to know how these next few weeks will play out. Dr. Ward said she probably has only a week or so more to live. How will our lives be measured? How will each of us be remembered? Mom and I had a conversation a few weeks ago as I taped some of her memories. I told her my greatest desire right now is to be a more patient wife and mother. I feel the urgency of nurturing a loving atmosphere at home and appreciating little gifts of love we share as a family. Creating memories together. This is how I want to be remembered.
Perhaps my last "best" memory of my Mother will be when I visited her while she was hooked up to hydration IVs last week. I brought her two gifts, wrapped in paper with beautiful white ribbon bows. The first book was a photobook of our family photos we took recently. There were beautiful photos of Mom and Dad together... and all of us. Then, I read the second book to Mom while she listened. It was about the Candy Bomber in WWII, Mercedes and the Chocolate Pilot. I had recently been able to get last minute tickets for her to attend the Tabernacle Christmas Concert. She had reminded all of us to sign up for the tickets in hopes one of us would get them. The Candy Bomber made a surprise appearance amidst hundreds of tiny parachutes raining down chocolate on the audience! It was such a spectacular moment for Mom and Dad. It was fun to read the book to Mom, Dad and Adam and laugh at each funny part and tear-up at the touching words. That's a beautiful memory I'll cherish.
Now when I visit Mom, she lays on the recliner, still trying to keep herself busy as she knits winter caps for her grandchildren on a big circle loom. As I sat talking with her, she looped yarn around each knob. Often, six or seven loops would twirl backwards undone before she could stop the undoing. You could see that each movement was slow and deliberate. These hats are filled with determination and love.
Adam and I helped take down their Christmas tree. Mom had decided that she wanted a real tree this year. Maybe because we had never had a real tree in our family, and this was another way of experiencing a new aspect of life. We removed each white angel ornament from the tree. Mom loves angels. Then we swept off the years-old tinsel that hung on each branch. From the time I remember Christmas, I remember tinsel on the tree. Pine needles scattered the carpet and from her armchair, Mom was directing the show, letting us know what to do next and how to clean up.
Mom has lost so much weight because it's all she can do to sip a cup of tea each day. One day as I rested my hand on her knee to lean in for a kiss, I was shockedly surprised to feel how thin andy bony her leg had become under her loose clothing. Dad's taken her several times to the ER to be hydrated with IVs. She feels too nauseous from smells and food to eat.
Dad is amazing as always. He is so devoted to Mom. He cares for Mom and makes sure she gets out of bed. He takes her to her medical appointments up at Huntsman Cancer Institute and races her into the ER for hydration. It must be so emotionally difficult to watch your sweetheart die. Dad always has told Mom how much he loves her and calls her "Beautiful". Mom let us children know that she wants us to be accepting of Dad remarrying and that she wants that for him so he's not alone.
I am grateful that they moved here two years ago so we could spend time together and so Dad has support from us now too. Adam decided to move home for a few months to be with family and attend school. It's been helpful to have Adam in their home... helping and distracting Mom from her daily situation.
Mom says that "If this is what it's going to be like, then I just want to die." It's hard to watch her feel such sorrow and pain. Dad and I just purchased plots at the new cemetary the first day they went on sale and we feel blessed to have such a close place to visit her grave. I always thought I'd be so much older when Mom and Dad died. This whole process scares me as I watched Teresa, Mom's sister, die from metastasized ovarian cancer and go through a lot of the same process. They said that at the end of her life, Teresa reached up and said "Let's go". I am frightened that my BRCA2 will put my husband and children through this difficult re-run. I am more and more grateful for my Savior and his deep love for all of us, that he would be crucified and overcome death. The Resurrection is a beautiful gift and I look forward to my mother being able to embrace and enjoy a resurrected and perfected body. How can our Heavenly Father be so wise, caring and loving of each of us? He has prepared such a beautiful life for us on earth and after if we just follow His Plan.
I hesitate to know how these next few weeks will play out. Dr. Ward said she probably has only a week or so more to live. How will our lives be measured? How will each of us be remembered? Mom and I had a conversation a few weeks ago as I taped some of her memories. I told her my greatest desire right now is to be a more patient wife and mother. I feel the urgency of nurturing a loving atmosphere at home and appreciating little gifts of love we share as a family. Creating memories together. This is how I want to be remembered.
Perhaps my last "best" memory of my Mother will be when I visited her while she was hooked up to hydration IVs last week. I brought her two gifts, wrapped in paper with beautiful white ribbon bows. The first book was a photobook of our family photos we took recently. There were beautiful photos of Mom and Dad together... and all of us. Then, I read the second book to Mom while she listened. It was about the Candy Bomber in WWII, Mercedes and the Chocolate Pilot. I had recently been able to get last minute tickets for her to attend the Tabernacle Christmas Concert. She had reminded all of us to sign up for the tickets in hopes one of us would get them. The Candy Bomber made a surprise appearance amidst hundreds of tiny parachutes raining down chocolate on the audience! It was such a spectacular moment for Mom and Dad. It was fun to read the book to Mom, Dad and Adam and laugh at each funny part and tear-up at the touching words. That's a beautiful memory I'll cherish.
Thursday, November 15, 2012
Impossible
Crouched down beside my grocery cart at the store, phone to my ear, with my 1 year old in the cart seat being such a patient boy...my mother shared the news that the biopsy from her lung reported this is a new cancer not linked to her previous 3 breast cancers...and she has maybe a few months now. Stage IV adenocarcinoma of the right lung.
Impossible!
Two weeks ago my parents were visiting my brother in Virginia and out on a morning walk when Mom started having stroke-like symptoms. Her left arm was numb and her speech slurred. Dad and my brother rushed her to the Fairfax Hospital. They determined there were tumors and lesions in her brain, lungs and pelvis. They were all thought to be secondary cancers from her previous breast cancers. After overnight observation, my parents were able to get a flight out of Virginia back home. It was a miracle because flights were canceled and full all down the East Coast from Hurricane Sandy.
The next day, she was up at Huntsman Cancer Institute...first, three weeks of radiation to the brain and then... more...chemo... She had thought that when she moved here from VA two years ago, the oncologist at Huntsman had told her she didn't need to be seen anymore, but when she looked at her records last week, it showed that she was supposed to come back for monitoring every 6 months. They really "reminded" me over and over that I should NEVER let anyone tell me that I don't need to be monitored since I have the BRCA2 gene. This is kind of a gray area for me...I'm hoping insurance will still cover breast MRIs and mamograms each year.
It seems now that I can't get my mastectomy fast enough and it seems to crazy to me that right inbetween my prophylactic hysterectomy/oophrectomy and when I go in for the mastectomy that my mother is dying from our genetic predisposition right in front of me...
...and I feel helpless...
But I'm trying to think of EVERYTHING that we want to do with Mom before...
- So, I'm setting up family pictures (while she looks healthy) when the family is together for this Thanksgiving.
- I've started a "Family Question" each week, where I email my Mom, Dad and siblings and their spouses with a question. Everyone hits "reply all" and we learn about each other over the miles of distance that separate us. Questions like, "Tell me about your first job" (family history type questions) and "Share a favorite memory you have with Mom and a memory you have with Dad". So far these have been really great to read!
- I'll videotape Mom and have her respond to some prepared questions.
- Attend the LDS temple together often as a family
- I think it would be nice to have her write a card for each of my children for their big events...baptism,12th birthday when they go into Young Womens at church, 16th birthday when they start to drive, 19th birthday when they can serve a mission for the LDS church, their wedding day, and when they have their first child. It may be too much to ask if she's tired, but idealy it would be nice.
- We'll enjoy time together...like decorating Gingerbread homes together and going to see the Christmas lights at Temple Square.
WHAT ELSE?
She and my Dad are putting up a good front and pushing forward, but at times I hear the sorrow, the "unsure" about what the dying process will be like and the "unsure" of what life will be like without one another. I feel the comfort of the Holy Ghost for me and in their journey together. They know that because they have been faithful and have been sealed in the temple, we are able to be a family forever. Mom isn't "afraid" of dying and now that it's such a prominent possibility, she ponders it more and is ready to experience life beyond the veil. I know she's grateful that she has been able to raise her children to adulthood. She and Dad have been such strong and committed partners to each other. I'm grateful for the love that they share. I am blessed to have such wonderful parents!
Impossible!
Two weeks ago my parents were visiting my brother in Virginia and out on a morning walk when Mom started having stroke-like symptoms. Her left arm was numb and her speech slurred. Dad and my brother rushed her to the Fairfax Hospital. They determined there were tumors and lesions in her brain, lungs and pelvis. They were all thought to be secondary cancers from her previous breast cancers. After overnight observation, my parents were able to get a flight out of Virginia back home. It was a miracle because flights were canceled and full all down the East Coast from Hurricane Sandy.
The next day, she was up at Huntsman Cancer Institute...first, three weeks of radiation to the brain and then... more...chemo... She had thought that when she moved here from VA two years ago, the oncologist at Huntsman had told her she didn't need to be seen anymore, but when she looked at her records last week, it showed that she was supposed to come back for monitoring every 6 months. They really "reminded" me over and over that I should NEVER let anyone tell me that I don't need to be monitored since I have the BRCA2 gene. This is kind of a gray area for me...I'm hoping insurance will still cover breast MRIs and mamograms each year.
It seems now that I can't get my mastectomy fast enough and it seems to crazy to me that right inbetween my prophylactic hysterectomy/oophrectomy and when I go in for the mastectomy that my mother is dying from our genetic predisposition right in front of me...
...and I feel helpless...
But I'm trying to think of EVERYTHING that we want to do with Mom before...
- So, I'm setting up family pictures (while she looks healthy) when the family is together for this Thanksgiving.
- I've started a "Family Question" each week, where I email my Mom, Dad and siblings and their spouses with a question. Everyone hits "reply all" and we learn about each other over the miles of distance that separate us. Questions like, "Tell me about your first job" (family history type questions) and "Share a favorite memory you have with Mom and a memory you have with Dad". So far these have been really great to read!
- I'll videotape Mom and have her respond to some prepared questions.
- Attend the LDS temple together often as a family
- I think it would be nice to have her write a card for each of my children for their big events...baptism,12th birthday when they go into Young Womens at church, 16th birthday when they start to drive, 19th birthday when they can serve a mission for the LDS church, their wedding day, and when they have their first child. It may be too much to ask if she's tired, but idealy it would be nice.
- We'll enjoy time together...like decorating Gingerbread homes together and going to see the Christmas lights at Temple Square.
WHAT ELSE?
She and my Dad are putting up a good front and pushing forward, but at times I hear the sorrow, the "unsure" about what the dying process will be like and the "unsure" of what life will be like without one another. I feel the comfort of the Holy Ghost for me and in their journey together. They know that because they have been faithful and have been sealed in the temple, we are able to be a family forever. Mom isn't "afraid" of dying and now that it's such a prominent possibility, she ponders it more and is ready to experience life beyond the veil. I know she's grateful that she has been able to raise her children to adulthood. She and Dad have been such strong and committed partners to each other. I'm grateful for the love that they share. I am blessed to have such wonderful parents!
Friday, November 9, 2012
Estrogen?
I went in for my follow up with my Oncological Gyn, Dr. Soisson. They said to come in after 4 to 6 weeks from my hyst/ooph, but I wanted to wait longer to see how my body reacted to not having estrogen producing ovaries.
It certainly did take 6 weeks before I felt back to normal. Despite the fact that I had done a recent 5K and family triathlon, and thought that recovery wouldn't really take 4 to 6 weeks...IT DID! I am still hessitant a bit to get into the full swing, but am pretty much there. I do feel a little distracted with all that is going on, and all that I am trying to accomplish. Sometimes I feel like I am doing a lot and getting close to nowhere.
So, back to the follow up visit...Dr. Soisson spoke with me about estrogen. We discussed the Women's Health Initiative Study. He said that generally the women who were on estrogen and the women who just dieted and exercised had about the same outcomes in getting breast cancer, but he suggested I be on a low dose estrogen for "Heart Health". I want to be assured that the .6 Premparin low dose
#1 Won't "feed" my cancer predisposition and contribute to me getting breast, peritoneal or whatever cancers the BRCA2 gene is and isn't linked to
and
#2 Will actually be beneficial for my heart. I need to research a bit more.
I think I will probably fill the script after my mastectomy? (less breast tissue)... I am still nervous about the remaining breast tissue that won't be taken and about the other areas of my body that can get cancer. You can really get crazy if you dwell on this stuff...just got to do your best and live your life right and live it well! I've also heard a story about a woman who had a mastectomy and the cancer went into her chest "because it had nowhere else to go"...is that medically sound or a wive's tale? So many questions...
Women's Health InitiativeThe WHI was launched in 1991 and consisted of a set of clinical trials and an observational study, which together involved 161,808 generally healthy postmenopausal women (aged 50-79 years over 15 years.)
It certainly did take 6 weeks before I felt back to normal. Despite the fact that I had done a recent 5K and family triathlon, and thought that recovery wouldn't really take 4 to 6 weeks...IT DID! I am still hessitant a bit to get into the full swing, but am pretty much there. I do feel a little distracted with all that is going on, and all that I am trying to accomplish. Sometimes I feel like I am doing a lot and getting close to nowhere.
So, back to the follow up visit...Dr. Soisson spoke with me about estrogen. We discussed the Women's Health Initiative Study. He said that generally the women who were on estrogen and the women who just dieted and exercised had about the same outcomes in getting breast cancer, but he suggested I be on a low dose estrogen for "Heart Health". I want to be assured that the .6 Premparin low dose
#1 Won't "feed" my cancer predisposition and contribute to me getting breast, peritoneal or whatever cancers the BRCA2 gene is and isn't linked to
and
#2 Will actually be beneficial for my heart. I need to research a bit more.
I think I will probably fill the script after my mastectomy? (less breast tissue)... I am still nervous about the remaining breast tissue that won't be taken and about the other areas of my body that can get cancer. You can really get crazy if you dwell on this stuff...just got to do your best and live your life right and live it well! I've also heard a story about a woman who had a mastectomy and the cancer went into her chest "because it had nowhere else to go"...is that medically sound or a wive's tale? So many questions...
Women's Health InitiativeThe WHI was launched in 1991 and consisted of a set of clinical trials and an observational study, which together involved 161,808 generally healthy postmenopausal women (aged 50-79 years over 15 years.)
The clinical trials were designed to test the effects of postmenopausal hormone therapy, diet modification, and calcium and vitamin D supplements on heart disease, fractures, and breast and colorectal cancer.
The hormone trial had two studies: the estrogen-plus-progestin study of women with a uterus and the estrogen-alone study of women without a uterus. (Women with a uterus were given progestin in combination with estrogen, a practice known to prevent endometrial cancer.) In both hormone therapy studies, women were randomly assigned to either the hormone medication being studied or to placebo.
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The Women's Health Initiative (WHI) was initiated by the U.S. National Institutes of Health (NIH) in 1991. The Women's Health Initiative consisted of clinical trials and observational research conducted to address major health issues causing morbidity and mortality in postmenopausal women. In particular, randomized controlled trials were designed and funded that addressed cardiovascular disease, cancer, and osteoporosis. In its entirety, the WHI studied more than 160,000 postmenopausal women aged 50-79 years over 15 years.
This trial found that, compared with placebo, women receiving estrogen plus progestin experienced:[1]
The trial was conducted among women with hysterectomy so that estrogen could be administered without a progestin. In women with a uterus, a progestin is needed to counteract the risk of endometrial cancer posed by unopposed estrogen.
Major results of this study were that, compared with placebo, women receiving estrogen alone experienced:[1]
The WHI Postmenopausal Hormone Therapy Trials were part of the effort to address the high risk of cardiovascular disease in older women. By the early 1990s, many physicians had come to interpret results from previous clinical trials and studies using experimental animals as indicating that administration of an estrogen supplement to postmenopausal women would lower the incidence of cardiovascular disease. Two hormone clinical trials were designed and conducted:
The estrogen that was administered in the WHI studies was conjugated equine estrogen (CEE). This consists of a mixture of estrogens isolated from horse urine (Premarin). The CEE was administered orally. Both studies were randomized, placebo-controlled studies. Half the women were given an inactive placebo rather than hormone(s). Both studies were terminated early because a reduction in cardiovascular disease was not observed for most women and some women had dangerous side-effects. In particular, an increased risk of dangerous blood clotting is associated with oral administration of CEE. A review of the observational and WHI estrogen trial results describes potential explanations for the conflicting results.
In addition, co-administration of MPA (medroxyprogesterone acetate, a type of progestin) with CEE was associated with a slightly increased risk of breast cancer. Some benefits of using an estrogen supplement such as reduced risk of bone fractures were confirmed by these studies. However, for the older postmenopausal women who were recruited for this study, the undesirable side-effects of treatment generally were greater than the health benefits. Based on the results of these studies, CEE and MPA are no longer given to women in order to try to prevent cardiovascular disease in older women. Younger postmenopausal women seeking relief from conditions such as hot flashes, sleep disturbance and urinary/vaginal atrophy are still candidates for hormone replacement therapy. Alternatives to orally administered CEE and MPA are being increasingly used by women since the termination of the WHI studies. For example, other forms of estrogen (such as esterified estrogens) or topical administration of estradiol may reduce the risk of blood clotting compared to that for oral CEE.[7]
Finally, the low fat dietary pattern trial of the WHI yielded conflicting and controversial results. However, the WHI trial has been argued as unnecessary by many scientists, who already knew a full decade ago that total fat intake is not related to cardiovascular risk nor postmenopausal breast cancer risk.
Women enrolled in the WHI were 63 years old on average, asymptomatic, and on average a decade had passed since the onset of their menopause. Furthermore, the focus of the WHI study was disease prevention. Most women take hormone replacement therapy to treat symptoms of menopause rather than for disease prevention and therefore the risks and benefits of hormone replacement therapy in the general population differ from the women included in the WHI.
Post-study analysis showed that the age of hormone replacement initiation plays a major role in the risk of heart disease and breast cancer. Women who begin hormone replacement therapy 10 years after menopause have much greater risk than women who begin therapy less than 10 years after menopause. In the estrogen-only trial of WHI, women from 50-59 years taking estrogen had fewer heart attacks, deaths, and adverse events than women taking placebo while women from 70-79 years taking estrogen has more heart attacks, death, and adverse events than women taking placebo.
Women in the WHI estrogen-only trial had a mean duration of therapy of 6 years. Women in the estrogen-progestin trial had an even shorter duration of hormone therapy. The risks and benefits of long-term hormone replacement therapy are unknown.
The dietary trial has been criticized by epidemiologists for its lack of validity, both internal (the desired endpoint for fat reduction in diet was not fully achieved)[8] as well as external (a group of post menopausal women is not generalizable to all women).[9] Finally, the mechanism of disease of developing breast cancer may have a significantly longer time course than the duration of the study,[10] and intervention may have been most effective prior to menopause.[11]
Study components
There are actually 4 different randomized interventions and a separate observational-only cohort in the WHI. All 4 of the randomized components overlap with each other to some extent (and a few even overlap with the observational study). The 4 interventions and their abbreviated terminology are:Estrogen-progestin versus placebo
This phase studied estrogen, specifically conjugated equine estrogen, plus progestin (Prempro, Wyeth) compared to placebo (the "WHI-E+P" trial), among healthy postmenopausal women.This trial found that, compared with placebo, women receiving estrogen plus progestin experienced:[1]
- increased risk of myocardial infarction ("heart attack")
- increased risk of stroke
- increased risk of blood clots, including deep venous thrombosis (DVT) and pulmonary embolism (PE)
- increased risk of breast cancer
- decreased risk of colorectal cancer
- fewer fractures
Conjugated estrogen versus placebo
This trial studied estrogen, specifically conjugated equine estrogen (Premarin, Wyeth), alone versus placebo (the "WHI-CEE" trial) in women with prior hysterectomy.The trial was conducted among women with hysterectomy so that estrogen could be administered without a progestin. In women with a uterus, a progestin is needed to counteract the risk of endometrial cancer posed by unopposed estrogen.
Major results of this study were that, compared with placebo, women receiving estrogen alone experienced:[1]
- no difference in risk for myocardial infarction
- an increased risk of stroke
- an increased risk of blood clots
- an uncertain effect on breast cancer risk
- no difference in risk for colorectal cancer
- a reduced risk of fracture
Calcium and vitamin D versus placebo
This trial compared calcium plus vitamin D versus placebo ("WHI-CalcVitD"). It had two primary endpoints:- Colorectal cancer endpoint: Long term daily supplementation of calcium with vitamin D had no effect on the incidence of colorectal cancer among postmenopausal women.[4]
- Fracture endpoint: Long term daily supplementation of calcium with vitamin D resulted in a small but significant improvement in hip bone density, but did not significantly reduce the number of hip fractures, and increased the risk of kidney stones.[5]
Non-intervention cohort
The non-interventional observational cohort study ("WHI-OS") observed 93,000 women drawn from the same national clinical coordinating centers (many epidemiology studies conducted within this observational component of the WHI).The WHI Postmenopausal Hormone Therapy Trials were part of the effort to address the high risk of cardiovascular disease in older women. By the early 1990s, many physicians had come to interpret results from previous clinical trials and studies using experimental animals as indicating that administration of an estrogen supplement to postmenopausal women would lower the incidence of cardiovascular disease. Two hormone clinical trials were designed and conducted:
The estrogen that was administered in the WHI studies was conjugated equine estrogen (CEE). This consists of a mixture of estrogens isolated from horse urine (Premarin). The CEE was administered orally. Both studies were randomized, placebo-controlled studies. Half the women were given an inactive placebo rather than hormone(s). Both studies were terminated early because a reduction in cardiovascular disease was not observed for most women and some women had dangerous side-effects. In particular, an increased risk of dangerous blood clotting is associated with oral administration of CEE. A review of the observational and WHI estrogen trial results describes potential explanations for the conflicting results.
In addition, co-administration of MPA (medroxyprogesterone acetate, a type of progestin) with CEE was associated with a slightly increased risk of breast cancer. Some benefits of using an estrogen supplement such as reduced risk of bone fractures were confirmed by these studies. However, for the older postmenopausal women who were recruited for this study, the undesirable side-effects of treatment generally were greater than the health benefits. Based on the results of these studies, CEE and MPA are no longer given to women in order to try to prevent cardiovascular disease in older women. Younger postmenopausal women seeking relief from conditions such as hot flashes, sleep disturbance and urinary/vaginal atrophy are still candidates for hormone replacement therapy. Alternatives to orally administered CEE and MPA are being increasingly used by women since the termination of the WHI studies. For example, other forms of estrogen (such as esterified estrogens) or topical administration of estradiol may reduce the risk of blood clotting compared to that for oral CEE.[7]
Finally, the low fat dietary pattern trial of the WHI yielded conflicting and controversial results. However, the WHI trial has been argued as unnecessary by many scientists, who already knew a full decade ago that total fat intake is not related to cardiovascular risk nor postmenopausal breast cancer risk.
Criticisms
Upon halting the estrogen-progestin study in women with a uterus in 2002, many women feared using hormone replacement due to the risks of heart disease and breast cancer. Many postmenopausal women stopped their hormone replacement in the mid 2000's with the release of results from the WHI and subsequently the incidence of breast cancer was reduced by thousands of women each year. Despite the reduction in the incidence of breast cancer, experts questioned the applicability of the WHI to the general population.Women enrolled in the WHI were 63 years old on average, asymptomatic, and on average a decade had passed since the onset of their menopause. Furthermore, the focus of the WHI study was disease prevention. Most women take hormone replacement therapy to treat symptoms of menopause rather than for disease prevention and therefore the risks and benefits of hormone replacement therapy in the general population differ from the women included in the WHI.
Post-study analysis showed that the age of hormone replacement initiation plays a major role in the risk of heart disease and breast cancer. Women who begin hormone replacement therapy 10 years after menopause have much greater risk than women who begin therapy less than 10 years after menopause. In the estrogen-only trial of WHI, women from 50-59 years taking estrogen had fewer heart attacks, deaths, and adverse events than women taking placebo while women from 70-79 years taking estrogen has more heart attacks, death, and adverse events than women taking placebo.
Women in the WHI estrogen-only trial had a mean duration of therapy of 6 years. Women in the estrogen-progestin trial had an even shorter duration of hormone therapy. The risks and benefits of long-term hormone replacement therapy are unknown.
The dietary trial has been criticized by epidemiologists for its lack of validity, both internal (the desired endpoint for fat reduction in diet was not fully achieved)[8] as well as external (a group of post menopausal women is not generalizable to all women).[9] Finally, the mechanism of disease of developing breast cancer may have a significantly longer time course than the duration of the study,[10] and intervention may have been most effective prior to menopause.[11]
Monday, November 5, 2012
Surgeon Visits
THE DATE IS SET! ....end of January. I remember when I was getting ready the morning of my hyst/ooph and I had to stop "thinking" about my surgery and physically "walk myself to the car". It will probably be the same thing this time too.
I really do trust my general and plastic surgeon. They have both been such good listeners, so informed, and I can tell they are detailed and confident in what they do. I feel blessed to have them as my surgeons!
So Friday, my plastic surgeon spoke with me about what I'd like to have done. We talked about how I am a good candidate for expanders and implants and that I don't really have a lot of fat to do the BRAVA fat grafting procedure for the size of breast that I desire in the end. Dr. Ferguson said he expects a very nice outcome for me. He took measurements of my breasts and showed me some pictures since I asked to see some of his work. He also said that after the implant switch surgery and after I heal, we can see if I need to have any fat graft work to soften up hard implant lines and edges. I was hoping that we might do the inframammary incision, but I may not get the best results with that incision. It seems that if you are smaller breasted, the under-the-breast incision may not allow for as much expansion as the lateral incision from the areola out towards the arm. Also, thin-skinned patients don't expand as well with the inframammary incision. Dr Ferguson said that the scar also only allows about 80% elasticity of normal skin, so won't stretch as well. He said that the most important thing for scarring is to use a lotion and massage the scars well (after they are healed). That is the most effective at reducing scarring.
I met with Dr. Reading today and discussed the incision point. She said that in trimmer patients, it is easier for her to see where the skin/fat/tissue edge is and gets right up to the blood vessles. She will scoop out the nipple tissue as well. She said that the nipple may scar over, but expects that I will still have nipple profile. I will probably lose sensation in my breasts as well. She wrote orders for my breast MRI so that we won't have any surprises before the mastectomy.
I am so grateful for these two physicians! I have confidence in their ability and trust them! I am apprehensive about the unknown, but excited to reduce my risk of breast cancer. Close to 90% down to less than 10%! I will still need to be diligent in self screening and other screening, but will be happy knowing I have tried doing all I can do to be here for my family!
I really do trust my general and plastic surgeon. They have both been such good listeners, so informed, and I can tell they are detailed and confident in what they do. I feel blessed to have them as my surgeons!
So Friday, my plastic surgeon spoke with me about what I'd like to have done. We talked about how I am a good candidate for expanders and implants and that I don't really have a lot of fat to do the BRAVA fat grafting procedure for the size of breast that I desire in the end. Dr. Ferguson said he expects a very nice outcome for me. He took measurements of my breasts and showed me some pictures since I asked to see some of his work. He also said that after the implant switch surgery and after I heal, we can see if I need to have any fat graft work to soften up hard implant lines and edges. I was hoping that we might do the inframammary incision, but I may not get the best results with that incision. It seems that if you are smaller breasted, the under-the-breast incision may not allow for as much expansion as the lateral incision from the areola out towards the arm. Also, thin-skinned patients don't expand as well with the inframammary incision. Dr Ferguson said that the scar also only allows about 80% elasticity of normal skin, so won't stretch as well. He said that the most important thing for scarring is to use a lotion and massage the scars well (after they are healed). That is the most effective at reducing scarring.
I met with Dr. Reading today and discussed the incision point. She said that in trimmer patients, it is easier for her to see where the skin/fat/tissue edge is and gets right up to the blood vessles. She will scoop out the nipple tissue as well. She said that the nipple may scar over, but expects that I will still have nipple profile. I will probably lose sensation in my breasts as well. She wrote orders for my breast MRI so that we won't have any surprises before the mastectomy.
I am so grateful for these two physicians! I have confidence in their ability and trust them! I am apprehensive about the unknown, but excited to reduce my risk of breast cancer. Close to 90% down to less than 10%! I will still need to be diligent in self screening and other screening, but will be happy knowing I have tried doing all I can do to be here for my family!
Thursday, November 1, 2012
Hyst/ooph Recovery
I feel a lot stronger now that it's been over 6 weeks out. I am able to carry my little baby boy around without a problem. I have more energy. I am still reluctant to go for full out runs and resume yoga, but hope to do so soon.
I was soooo worried about hot flashes and other early-menopause side effects. So far I have been very pleased. I do get warmer at times, but it's really not bad. A few times I mentioned that I feel warm and my husband has said, "Me too!" or "That's because it's hot in here!", so I am not sure how often I am getting hot flashes. I hope that it stays like this where I am hardly bothered by the temperature change. At night sometimes I do need to flip off my covers for a little bit, but then like to pull them back up.
I was having to get up to go pee at least once a night towards the end of the 6 weeks, but now am able to sleep through the night again without having to get up.
I haven't noticed a change in my mood or behavior (Better ask my husband about that one to find out the real scoop:)
I would like to have more energy, but think I may still be a little tired.
There have been wonderful friends and family members who have been super patient and supportive in helping me to heal. I LOVE THEM!!!
All in all, I feel so blessed that my surgery went well. I am going in to meet with Dr. Soisson next week for the post-op check-up.
I was soooo worried about hot flashes and other early-menopause side effects. So far I have been very pleased. I do get warmer at times, but it's really not bad. A few times I mentioned that I feel warm and my husband has said, "Me too!" or "That's because it's hot in here!", so I am not sure how often I am getting hot flashes. I hope that it stays like this where I am hardly bothered by the temperature change. At night sometimes I do need to flip off my covers for a little bit, but then like to pull them back up.
I was having to get up to go pee at least once a night towards the end of the 6 weeks, but now am able to sleep through the night again without having to get up.
I haven't noticed a change in my mood or behavior (Better ask my husband about that one to find out the real scoop:)
I would like to have more energy, but think I may still be a little tired.
There have been wonderful friends and family members who have been super patient and supportive in helping me to heal. I LOVE THEM!!!
All in all, I feel so blessed that my surgery went well. I am going in to meet with Dr. Soisson next week for the post-op check-up.
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